FATTY

Many things come not all @ once but as little gifts here and there.Sometimes the thought of it not being what u want can cause hesitance to open it. . .

Having the thought of dissapointment yet once again. . .Not realizing there's nothing to loose but only wondering what if? What if i dont open my gift? Will i miss out on what i actually want? What ive longed for all this time?

Could it be hidden in this tiny box?

All i need...is it possible to fit in there?And if i open it. . .will i be happy with it? Will it fulfill my desire and live up to my expectations? Or will it last a lifetime? What if?

What if im lost with dissapointment and become heartless once again as a result of being let down constantly?

However. . .what if its exactly what ive wished for all this time? Yet im still living in fear of it not being what i think. . .

Ive come to realize fear in something is only caused by not wanting to become constantly dissapointed and heartbroken. . .

So. . .i put it to the side and stop wondering what if. . .

As i unwrap my gift i realize it feels different than ne other gift ive ever unwrapped. . .as if this tiny box has so much more than ive ever been offered my whole life. . .

I look in amazement as my tiny gifts become a greater gift as time goes by . .this gift is far greater than any imagination could have imagined!

The way it feels in my heart lets me no ive gotten my complete gift. . .Ive gotten my perfection. . .the greatest things come in tiny packages. . .what can be so great to have me writing this confession of my hearts gratitude?

LOVE. . .the feeling he gives me when he stares in my eyes. . .how complete i feel in his arms. . .him telling me im beautiful and not just saying im sexy or fine. . .him introducing me to his whole family. . .him whispering in my ear how he loves me. . .waking up and he's staring in my eyes. . .the butterflies i still get. . .and most importantly. . .

The feeling of. . .TRUE LOVE. . .

When u come across a tiny gift and ur scared of whether or not its all u need or have wanted for so long, dont be scared. . .just remember. . .

Many things come not all @ once but as little gifts here and there. . .