happy anniversary baby!

it seems as if only yesterday we were getting home from our 1st valentines together and we were laying in your bed and i stared in your eyes and was so scared yet happy knowing that from that moment on id be yours. it was a scary journey i cant lie. getting out of a relationship and coming from the things ive been through and having in my head that maybe true love and a good man didnt exist for me. then those goofy words u said to me changed my life..."looking good..." hahaha who woulda ever guessed that we'd be right here? i remember when u told me u loved me :) i wasnt expecting it @ all...but then again u always seem to amaze me! despite the fact that u were scared i wouldnt feel the same, that didnt hold u back and for that im happy! baby u mean so much to me and im so proud to know that because of u i have true love and a man i can say truely loves me. i no we'll be that young couple that despite what people think or say WILL MAKE IT! i look forward to spending the rest of my life with u baby and raising our kids & even seeing ur goofy ass in your jordans as i walk down the aisle. :) because the only thing that matters is that we make this official! idc wat people think or say baby because i love u and nothing in this whole world can change that! i cant wait to spend the rest of our lives together baby....i love u forever....ur wife

Many things come not all @ once but as little gifts here and there.Sometimes the thought of it not being what u want can cause hesitance to open it. . .

Having the thought of dissapointment yet once again. . .Not realizing there's nothing to loose but only wondering what if? What if i dont open my gift? Will i miss out on what i actually want? What ive longed for all this time?

Could it be hidden in this tiny box?

All i need...is it possible to fit in there?And if i open it. . .will i be happy with it? Will it fulfill my desire and live up to my expectations? Or will it last a lifetime? What if?

What if im lost with dissapointment and become heartless once again as a result of being let down constantly?

However. . .what if its exactly what ive wished for all this time? Yet im still living in fear of it not being what i think. . .

Ive come to realize fear in something is only caused by not wanting to become constantly dissapointed and heartbroken. . .

So. . .i put it to the side and stop wondering what if. . .

As i unwrap my gift i realize it feels different than ne other gift ive ever unwrapped. . .as if this tiny box has so much more than ive ever been offered my whole life. . .

I look in amazement as my tiny gifts become a greater gift as time goes by . .this gift is far greater than any imagination could have imagined!

The way it feels in my heart lets me no ive gotten my complete gift. . .Ive gotten my perfection. . .the greatest things come in tiny packages. . .what can be so great to have me writing this confession of my hearts gratitude?

LOVE. . .the feeling he gives me when he stares in my eyes. . .how complete i feel in his arms. . .him telling me im beautiful and not just saying im sexy or fine. . .him introducing me to his whole family. . .him whispering in my ear how he loves me. . .waking up and he's staring in my eyes. . .the butterflies i still get. . .and most importantly. . .

The feeling of. . .TRUE LOVE. . .

When u come across a tiny gift and ur scared of whether or not its all u need or have wanted for so long, dont be scared. . .just remember. . .

Many things come not all @ once but as little gifts here and there. . .

All I Want For Christmas is........

MY YORKI ( yorkshire terrier)

sooooo i've been wanting this dog since forever and a few days! lol It's so freakin cute! The only thing is i have 3 dogs already lol and soooo im not to sure about another one but if my WONDERFUL, SEXY, LOVING BOYFRIEND got this for me and trusted me when i say my grandma wouldn't kill him then it would be just fine!!! lol I mean it's perfect!!! He doesn't know what to get me for Christmas yet ( i don't think ) soooo he might as well just go adopt an adorable poor puppy that needs a loving mommy and daddy like us to take care of it! RIGHT???!!!

SHEESH!!! Someone should help me in convincing him!!!

Our Sweetest Love Song. . .

Lets make a song. . .

U be my pen & i'll be your paper
Write on me the sweetest love song. . .

Ill be your favorite song If ull be my favorite singer
Write with me the sweetest love song. . .

What's a love song without true emotion?
The true knowledge of what love is?

Sing to me what a true love song is. . .

Ur like my vocal coach, Helping me find the right tone for
My sweetest love song. . .

Baby can i sing to you a true love song. . .

Be my instruments n help me compose
The sweetest love song. . .

Show me how to hold the instruments i'll need to compose a steady beat for
My sweet love song. . .

As the days go by

you show me the steps of how a true love song should go. . .

and finally. . .

I've found my sweet love song baby
And from this day forward i sing it everyday because it's my favorite

So. . .
Let's play this song for life. . .

And call it OUR SWEETEST LOVE SONG. . .

alcohol??

ok soooo i no its onlyyy 11:08 a.m. but i need a drink. its been a really rough month n i think i freakn deserve it! school, fam drama etc.! yea i think ive done prettyyyyy good! i promise im not an alcoholic! its just been 1 of those months! i need 1 of those Sobe's adrianna had! lol hahaha good times. so babe u should get that absolute out ur fridge n have it ready for me when i get there :) lol

knock-knock! It's ME!!!!

Soooo basically i made this blog because my mean ass boyfriend always has something to say about me on his! Sooo i thought hey! y dont i just make one of my own! Ne who. . .i should be studying for my financing test tomorrow but o well!! It's mr. luky left's fault if i fail! He shouldn't be sucha ass tryna make me sound like i sleep allllll day! i was tired! lol! idk how ppl blog all day everyday cuz im tired of typing already! sooooo looks like i actually am gonna go study! gotta make those A's in school folks!!!!!!!!!